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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
hello ... how are eu ??? gosh today i think is the 3rd day i not text eu i cant stand it liao man .... but i think text eu i think im just wasting ur time ...... tmr go play ball go numb myself ... i wish this week wun never ever end .... time stop here .... stop at this week ... cuz this week im having camp and im sure i will connect with eu lord father ... i love eu father lord .... and of cuzz .... eu .... hello ... what a day .. how eu been ? cfm doing very de well ... btw ur aunty going today rite ?? yea ... eu are going to take care of ur sis alr good luck ... 1st few time is cfm weird weird de ... but i know eu can do it de ... take care .. tired ... man ... sick and tired .... teach me tell me LORD FATHER .... Monday, November 29, 2010 hello how are eu i see tat eu are doing well w.o me caring eu ... i reeally miss eu ~ fine .... i know no matter what i say oso no use ... i love eu .... FATHER IN HEAVEN HELP ME .... my life now is so !@#$% up ... thinking of eu missing eu deeply ....... i know eu would give a damn ... and i think the thing i give eu eu have throw away rite ... and i today oso never text eu ... i really lky suffering ttm ... argh .... every snigle of my brother .... tell me not to sad ... eu tell me not to not to be sad ... i knnow what eu mean whn i text eu two days ago ... eu meant calling me not to text eu rite ??? i think so bah .... sry , give me a chance , forgive me i oso say alr ... idk .... im just not good enough in anyone eyes .... im .... nth .... in everyone eyes .... it only just a dream Alois .... it wun happen Alois .... she wun came back to eu and never she will de ok Alois ..... i hope my dream will one day come true ..... i miss eu ........ i wan cry ..... Sunday, November 28, 2010 i know today eu are super happy cuz i din not txt eu i know ... but im feel go uneasy .... whn i did not txt eu ... did eu know how i feel ytd what did mean ... to me .. cmom ... my heart break every single day .... and it shattered into million piece .... i know eu may not never ever txt me again ... anyway im not lky last time ... pls ... whn will tat day dream of mine will come .... pls ___ tell me ... All i wan is eu ~~ All i need is eu ~~ Saturday, November 27, 2010 believe ..... i believe eu in .... tell me ... teach me ... lead me ... hold me ... i will listen ... i will learn ... i will follow ... i will never let go ... i can say tat eu really HATE ME TTM .... i have nth to say alr ... i just felt hopeless now .... i now feel lky a piece of shit .... i really freaking dunno what to do ....... and i really freaking wan to end everything...... ...... i wanna run till no ending .... i wan to fly to the highest of high ....and swim to the dept of the sea .... i wish i will never wake up ..... and i will be with eu .... sitting beside eu .... FATHER LORD where are eu .... i really really need eu ...... Friday, November 26, 2010 yea ! eu are back .... but it seem no much different ... i guess im just .... gonna wait bah ... i will neveer give up ... im tired .. someone save me .... 我先在生不如死。 i wan to cry as loud a the sky fall down upon me ... rain tumbling down so i could renew myself ... wind blow me and i will go with it ... and sun shine upon me let me have a newest of life .... every thing will change . if someone will forgive and forget ... help me anyone help me .... im have freaking alot of prob ... ppl have loss the trust in me ... im really tired ... i want her back but i think i cant ... i really miss her ... i need her ... im now lky just a loss person .... dunno whr to go ... god lead me ... lead me ur way ... and i will follow ... lord tell me ... im have alot of thing tat i have done wrong ... lord .... im really going crazy ... eu are not with me ... i cant sense eu around me... i wan thing to go back to 1 , 2 month ago ... lord i know tat wun happen .. my world is darkness ... i need eu to shine my world ... back to normal ... a world which have light ... instead ... of darkness lord tell me ... tell me .. tell me ... and i will listen .. i will follow ... lord my heart has sheltered in million pieces ... idk how to fix it back ... im a body without the soul ... lord find back my soul .... i really need it i cant go on lky tat .. ppl are cheering me on ... me god brother and sister ... lord ... can i have her back ??? lord can i go back to normal i really really dun wan go on lky this ... im really tired ... i need talk to someone ... but who ........ tell me ... help me ... save me .... GOD where are eu ? i really need eu now .... ans me pls .... im crying out to eu .... NOW !!! where are eu .... where are eu .... hello back ... yes today eu are coming back ... i cant wait .... to txt eu ... im tired .... very tired ...... change change change change change !!!! say only noo do what the use .... can someone tell me how to change anot .. i say only no do ... no 1 will ever believe me .... i really tired .... very tired .... is there a place tat can change me ..... is there a place tat only have me ... SOMEONE FREAKING TELL ME THE ANS ..... I FREAKING OFFENDED SO MANY PPL ...... SOMEONE FREAKING TELL ME ....... CAN I END IT ??? Thursday, November 25, 2010 im freaking tired is there a place tat can change me ?? is there a place to change time ... is there a place to change very thing?? im tired ... i only wan to play my basketball i know i may not succeed in it but i know what i wan ... what i need ... but now .... it seem not .... y am i keep getting trouble which i dun wan to .. how pro am i rite ......... wan to stay ok of trouble but instead i getting trouble ... who can help me ... no one ...... no one can ... it my fault ... just tired .... pls change me ... i know i say only but never show ... but i know how to start .. maybe eu could change me ... but i dun think eu will .. ARGH !!! i wish i slp and neever wake up and never have any prob .... but cant ... i have to face it ... it is my fault i admit it .... im so sad, so angry, so tired ..... can i end it ..... last time im down there is someonee always there for me .... but now .... i just usless alr .... i really feel lky end my self here ... go to a place only have : eu , basketball and few of my brothers ..... i really think is there such a place whr there is only eu and me ?? or me and basketball ?? or myself only .... i so :((( now .... feel lky crying badly .... save me !! Day 4 morining yes !! eu are coming back on friday ... i cant wait ... but will eu be texting me ?? i dun think so eu will.... since now eu got so much friend around eu from the camp ...... eu lose me 1 friend oso no different bah ... whn eu caom back cfm busy texting them ... lol can eu tell me how anot .... how to jio eu back ..... i really wan eu back .... i keep thinking all day ..... take care E____ Wednesday, November 24, 2010 Day 3 night the whole afternoon im thinking about eu , thinkinh what are eu dong , how are eu .... i miss eu sia ... im really nth without eu .... im just really useless with out eu .... im now really tired ... from everything .... but ... im just gonna press on ... im not gonna give up ... and never will ... cuz i know tat i will get eu back one day .... i feel lky texting eu now .... talk to eu ... i find out who am i whn im with eu .... whn i think of eu i will work hard for everything ... If I know what love is, it is because of you. Day 3 morning how eu doing ?? im just thinking of eu ...... 2 more days and eu are back tat great .... i cant wait to txt eu ..... but .... i thinnk im not worthy enough uhhhh to txt eu .... i really do miss eu lky crazy.... more crazy den anything do eu ? ??? i bet not ... i <3 eu ..... even the sky drop down im still gonna wait for eu .... Tuesday, November 23, 2010 day 2 back today i went to pasir ris there cycle with all all den it damn fun at the start .... den after we eat i went back whn almost going reach and whn we go down the slope i fall down badly ... thx to ken alvin waylon and zhi kai .... for helping me ..... i miss eu, eu know ??? btw how are eu ther ?? cfm is hhaving fun .... i cant wait for eu to caome back on fri .... but i dunno if im worthy enough to txt eu ... i think im not worthy to txt eu bah... i miss eu everyday everytimes every min every sec ...... i know eu dun bah and never ever will .... i know nth will change eu, change ur mind .... i still love eu eu know .... ytd i have a good dream ... i dream for eu texting me .... and the txt we txt is very very sweet .... but ... whn i wake up i went to see my phone and i see nth is there no txt from eu .... and i just rmb tat just a dream ... i wish that this dream will become a truth .... it just impossible .... i know ....... Monday, November 22, 2010 i have fail .... eu ..... im just a failure .. Day 1 i will not able to reach eu for about 5days cuz eu are at genting ... and today is just only the 1st day .... im alr lky dying to txt eu, dying to talk to eu, dying to see eu..... i wondering how are eu ther ??? i think eu are having lot of fun .... good luck for ur competition ... hope eu win ... y eu never reply my txt today morning im waiting and waiting for ur txt .... but eu did not reply me .... tat kindaa sad for me .... and tmr is gonna be another sad day .... dying from not talking to eu ... btw im not going for the chalet .... tat sad ... what for going anyway .... it just only about them though they look caring for everyone .... idk ..... idc .... i only care about eu .... tat the only thing i care about ... its eu ... only eu ... one and only eu ... no one could take ur place .... love is as much of an object as an obsession, evrbody want it, everybody seeks it, but few ever archive it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all , never .... never forget it im sry if i did not treat eu well latst time hope eu will give me a chance again..... im very sry ... give me an chance ... As we grow up together. as we continue to change with age. there is one thing will never ever change ..... which is the love for eu ... and i will always keep falling in love with eu ... no matter what my love for eu will never ever change ...back ... hey eu have gone for ur trip i hope is fun for eu ... im alr missing eu ... idk did eu see my txt to eu i hope eu did cuz eu did not reply me ..... i will wait ..... Sunday, November 21, 2010 ur love for me has fadde away lky a rushiing wind .... but my love for eu is lky a cup with overflowing water and will never stop.... which means tat i have an endless love for eu ..... it wun stop my heart from loving eu no matter what ｅｖｅｎ ｕｒ ｌｏｖｅ ｆａｄ ａｗａｙ ｆｒｏｍ ｍｅ ．．．． tmr eu going alr ... for abt 1 week ... tat sad ... i cfm miss eu de i know eu wun miss me tat is a cfm .... i hope eu will have fun ther ... i really dunno what to say .... my love for eu cant be shown in few days i know i done wrong ... really hope eu will forgive me bah and give me a chance (which is impossible ).... yahhh .... i now is just a person without a soul ... and i wan tell eu tat eu are my soul .... without eu im just nth at all ... and without the soul i cant do any thing ..... which means tat without eu i can do anything .... i hope the soul will will come back to me asap (again i know tat is very impossible)....... and im not going to give up .... i just wanna tell eu tat I REALLY LOVES EU ... YEA... HAVE FUN IN UR TRIP .... <3 EU . EU i have an unfailing love for eu .... i have an everlastig love for eu .... eu will always in my heart ...... i always wan eu in my heart ....... BASKETBALL train and train and train ..... for eu and for eu and eu ..... i know what i do eu wun give a damn ......... to day i felt lky texting eu but i think i better not else eu give me the sian sian text .... i know is eu dun wan to talk to me and not that eu are tired (i think )..... how , how , how , how , how !!!!!! my heart is still to eu ... i know tat yous is not alr .... i wan eu back .... i know it wun happen ... my heeeart is so broken .. im just an incomplete without eu ... idk how eu feel when eu see this ...... but i wan tell eu that these words really really from my heart <3 Saturday, November 20, 2010 what should i do .... i dun wan let eu go .... bbut eu do this to me .... thx alot man i really very good now ..... i really ther a place for me to cry out loud !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and play bball numb my freeking body ................. i willl ever let eu go .... no matter i know i a freking jerk to eu ..... im just a idiot i just usless i just an jerk .. no one lky what i do ... so what for .... im so bloody sad what eu tell me today .... i just and finally know im just lky a jerk .... an idiot ... still rainin .... im still waitin for eu ... what can i do ...... i wanna let eu know tat My Life without you is like a broken pencil, there is no point. ... how do i get eu back again .... I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. So, I wrote your name in my heart and that's where it will stay ..... i really lky eu .... it gonna rain again so sad ... im thinkin of eu again ! i felt so happy whn i think of eu ... eu going tmr ... i really gonna miss eu ... tired ... very tried .... i really fell i numb myself at basketball court ... basketball court is a place tat i could only show myself ... i wish i have my own court and gym .... so i could workout everyday .... when ever i thinnk of eu , i will have motivation to push myself .... no matter how tired i oso will push myself to the limit .... i WAN to go to the south zone finals in 2 years time .... and i WAN my study to balance with my basketball too ! and most impotence thing is i WAN eu back .... Friday, November 19, 2010 what i do tat so many ppl hate me so much .... maybe i really dun suit anyone ... i think i should be friendless .... now i have to train to show ppl ... is trainin and trainin and trainin and eu ... that it i think .... have to built my body physically and mentally physically stronger and mentally ready to train and push myself to the max and i need to study too to balance with my basketball and study ... i wish eu are there to support me bahh i think tat is impossible bahh but eu still my motivation when ever i think of eu i push myself .... i think i meant to be alone bah .... do eveery thing myself .... im just tired .... of all this shyt ... to pleasant eu all ... i thiink i dun need to change myself to fit into ur bah ... yea ... im just an extra person .... to any one .... how do i get eu back ..... i do everything and anything .... i <3 eu alot .... im waiting for eu no matter what ... idk how to say im just thinking of eu everyday, every min , every sec how can i win ur heart again... whn will eu lky me back ... i think eu will today which i really hope tat day would come .... <3 eu Thursday, November 18, 2010 once again im here ... without eu ... i tat eu could come back to me but eu seem not to care bout me ... yea ... idk ... my life now is so sian , bored without eu ... i think ther is nth tat can be as importance as eu ... im just purely crazy bout eu bah ... idk... maybe eu never come back to me bah .. or maybe eu need time which i think eu oso wun give a freaking damn about me alr ... i know im not lky ur friend bah ... idk ... maybe im not even fit to be ur friend i think ... or maybe im not fit to be with anyone bah ... i think eu have forget the good time we have ... but i haven ... yea .... maybe eu dun even care yea .... not ther so many ppl talk to eu i think im eu dun even need me in any way .... eu have so many friend if im gone ther is no difference .... im not importance to anyone bah .... Wednesday, November 17, 2010 hello .. im back .... feelin better yea ... but still ..... i hope i still be with eu forever ... yea... mind just givin me another chance ... i really lky eu ... pls ... i hope eu see this post ... i really lky eu ... i be ther for eu ... i do everything for eu .... i will give up eveerything for eu.. i just need eu .. Friday, November 12, 2010 lord , tell me what to do i pray and pray and pray , whn will eu give me the ans lord i have been waiting for eu to ans me , shee help me alot eu know lord ... i wan her to come to eu but i need eu the king of king lord of lord to help me i cant do it by myself i really need eu lord .... lord thx eu for being with me but lord im till waitin for ur ans to lord ..... tell me the ans lord .... Amen . hiaz... i lost eu in my life how im i able to get back eu i will do everything and anything to get back eu tell me what to do to get back eu Saturday, November 6, 2010 i just felt so sad now .... hmm maybe im different from eu .... maybe im not as interesting ...... maybe i have change .... maybe eu felt lesser from mi ... maybe im not ..... can anyone tell me .... Monday, November 1, 2010 hmm so sad im sry for what i said to eu two days ago ... im sry ...... if eu still angry at me i have nothing to say ..... maybe eu angry with me for the sec life i have no choice oso yea ...... i dun care what other ppl say bout me but eu ...... i care bout what eu say .......... but too bad i cant take back my words ....... im sry ...... that is too late to apologize now .......... |